Black skies above me, the words chilling to my bones
This poison air is death, it's eating at my soul
So deep in regret, too much guilt I don't want to feel. I don't want to wake up and carry my mistakes
And now it's so clear. I'm beginning to see that the end grows near. I bury myself with my lust and my greed
And he won't speak to me, I call to him with no answer. As this cancer spreads, my prayers at home with the deaf
I tell myself we're better off alone. I'll be the weight at my feet that's taking me home
If these words were real, if there was grace, then why am I here rotting in this place. If every night I scream at the sky, why do I wake up and pray to die?
If these words were real, if there was grace, then why am i still rotting in this place? Every second I beg that you save me from this hell. God if you're there, why can't you save me from myself? (You're all alone) save me. Save my soul. Save me. I'm all alone.